I'm cleansed with my own tears for true great love, so I will remain pure forevermore. I look up high to see only the light, and never look down to see my shadow. I could live on the fragrance of the earth, and like an air plant be sustained by the light. I'm unlimited in heart and mind. My soul is like a flower that folds its petal when dark comes, and breathes its fragrance into the light. I look upon the true light of love, so I see my inner reality. I stand alone listening to the voice of hope in my deep self. Thus, my soul become my friend who consoles me in my misery and distress of life. My life emerges from my within, and derives not from environs.
Moreover, I have a strong personality and a high self confidence. I'm strong willed, independent, romantic, sensual, intelligent, open minded, serious, honest, decent, sincere, patient, persistent, bold, valiant, refined, talented, cheerful and optimistic. I have a good sense of humour. I'm well mannered, manifold, many sided, clean, upright, transparent, charitable, fair to the oppressed, hard on people oppressors, patient in pain, strong and above all lowly passions. Save me, God, from myself, cleanse me of all my impurities.
Otherwise, I'm very fond of music and dance, because dancing give me the chance to express my emotions, and it arouses different feelings in my soul. I'm very calm in my life but very crazy in my love. I'm very educated, I always develop myself and I treat others the way I want them to treat me. My power and my self confidence came from some great reservoir of spiritual life, else from a rare and distinctive flavor of honest thoughts and meditations. I always explain the deepest impulses of human's heart and mind. I'm a single minded person, a strange man, born in the shadow of the Holy Cedars of Lebanon, beside Kahlil Gibran's museum & center, spending my time to exhibit my weirdly beautiful approach to life and love. I can help my beloved to satisfy her dreams, desires and fantasies... Then I can read what her life has written upon her face, saying to her: come my beloved, come close to me, oh beloved of my soul, embrace me, for I feel loneliness. Let's look upon each other. I improve an impulse that fired my mind and heart from childhood. In fact, if human relationship are wrong, no other factors of life can really matter, but in what fashion can existence on earth be fulfilled when love departs or friendship withers? And like the music, of which the composer wish to say: from my heart the music sprung and to the listener's heart it shall penetrate, my beloved will be like the best music instrument, if I don't know how to use it properly, I will hear only discordant music. To me, madness in love is lust, in art is creation, in thinking is genius, and in poetry is wisdom. I adore love and beauty because they are the reflection of God in me. And what I say now in my solitude will be spread tomorrow by the multitude. My future beloved will be everything in my life: consolation in time of sorrowing, hope in the time of grieving, and power in the moments of weakness. But, I will be for her, the fountainhead of tenderness, passion, affection, compassion, and the bosom upon which she can rest her head, and the eyes which watch over her.
Personally, I refuse to live by traditions, customs, and man-made laws. Instead, I want to live by kindness which should be the source of every law upon the earth, for kindness is the shadow of God in me. In fact, the great love makes miracles and heals from diseases. It changes everything without changing itself. It is boundless, freeing me from despair and jealousy. So I prefer death through happiness of love a thousandfold to life in vain and despair. I prefer to be a dreamer among modest and poor men, than being a rich man among those who are without dreams and desires. Eventually, by love, my second nature can transform me in one new person. So I must be devoted to love and life, because, what I get out of it, depends of what I put into it. And all my life, I have been searching for real love, for a face, for a look... I'm perpetually in a state of wandering... searching... my future beloved. It's so easy to find a person to live with, but it's so hard to find the one without whom I can't live.
Dr. Antoin Jaajaa
What I am doing with my life
I'm doctor in clinical psychology
Things I like about myself
My favourite outdoor activities are
Reading - swimming - skiing - walking - travelling - sailing - fishing - listening music - dancing - picnic - camping...
My favourite indoor activities are
Reading and listening music
These topics are interesting for me
Love and marriage
I might look for you if
Love has no ages. Age is just a number. I prefer her between 18 and 32 years old: Very elegant, charming, exciting, cute, gorgeous, seductive and attractive. Romantic and very sensual. Extrovert, open kind heart. Very tender, affectionate and passionate. Jovial, joyful, cheerful, and optimistic. Very fond of being petted, and she longs to be hugged and cuddled. She has a good sense of humour and she possess unlimited feelings and sentiments. She has a nice behavior and good habit. She likes music and dance, because dancing gives her the chance to express her emotions, and arouses different feelings in her soul. And finally, she must be very proud of her femininity and her sensuality.